a flower in your jardin

Today my friend showed me the website stumbleupon and it’s been the best and worst thing I’ve stumbled upon (haha get it? stumbling upon stumbleupon, anyways…). It’s been the best since I’ve come across many interesting project ideas and absolutely hilarious posts. I spent quite some time in my room laughing my head off and laughing again when I read it to my friend. Sadly I’ve spent a little too much time on stumbleupon and haven’t studied for my French exam today. But anyways I thought some of the funny posts needed to be shared! Have fun laughing! (Hopefully you are laughing and this does not prove that I am crazy.)

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/9zHv1L/sico8.com/troll-letter/

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/2vIa6O/parents.berkeley.edu/jokes/science.html

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1WjbBr/artlung.com/smorgasborg/how_to_tick_people_off.shtml

Enjoy!

I felt quite stupid today.

I don’t like how small things that occur during my day can literally ruin my mood for the day. I don’t know why but I let these little things bother me. I couldn’t help someone today and in the attempt I felt like I made myself into a fool and it’s been bothering me since and now writing about it, I feel even more stupid as I replay the event again. I wish these things didn’t bother me and I wish I had the ability to block these things out of my brain…

**Thank you! I don’t know how to reply to you guys… (ahhhh feeling stupid about not being able to use tumblr… hahaha.)

Hiding in my bathroom from the English homework I haven’t done…

Basically I did nothing but eat candy this week. AHHHH procrastination! Time to sleep. Good night! Guess I’ll have to do these things some other time…

Here is a list of things I will try to accomplish over the weekend. (I always say “try” because I know I won’t do them all. Perhaps because I say “try” I am setting myself to fail… haha, anyways…)

1. Reread Mrs. Dalloway or at least up to page 130
2. Finish all my outstanding bio homework (emphasis on all)
3. Study for physics contest and the waves quiz
4. Study for economics
5. Study for bio
6. Finish the economics worksheets
7. Start making the cards I need to
8. Maybe sketch something

8 things to do, hope I accomplish most of these by the end of the weekend!

Today has been a do-nothing day, like most of my days this week. However I should be doing A LOT of things such as studying for my exams in April and May, catching up on homework and making cards for people. But instead all I have been doing is eating, sleeping, and stalking One Direction. Lovely isn’t it? Stalking five teenage boys. Uggh, that sounds like I’m a creeper and maniac.

At the moment I can’t get two things out of my mind. First: FOOD! I can’t stop thinking about eating and indulging into creamy, flavourful, yummy food. I’m extremely full at the moment but I still want to eat. I suppose it may be the fact that I’m bored and don’t want to go anything. How I wish that my brain would focus on homework and getting stuff done than on food. Second: my math test. Recently before the break, I failed my math test and I can’t stop thinking about it. (It may be the first math test I’ve failed…don’t know how I feel about that…except I do.) Earlier this morning I had this weird dream about talking to my math teacher (which I love and respect, she is the most dedicated person I have ever met. I owe a lot to her for helping me with my essay… which I will never speak of again because it almost killed me…now back to the dream) and somehow the lowest test mark was not going to be dropped and I freaked. Also in my dream was a library, a friend that I haven’t talked to in a long time (maybe we are merely acquaintances now) and of course One Direction. I feel a tad bit ashamed of the fact that they were in my dreams and the twisted thing was: there were doubles of each of them, so 10 of them in all! Strangely enough, this is the first time I remembered my dreams in quite a long time. I suppose the lack of sleep and stress doesn’t help with remembering dreams. Hopefully in the weeks to come I won’t stress out too much and get enough sleep.

Nothing more calming than watching rain fall.